I Begin to Know Myself
£799.00
This oil print on canvas, measuring 90x64cm, is a profound exploration of self-discovery and identity, inspired by Fernando Pessoa’s introspective work “I Begin to Know Myself.” The artwork, a limited edition piece numbered 3 out of 99, captures the essence of Pessoa’s contemplation on existence and self-realization.
Description
“I Begin to Know Myself”
I begin to know myself, I don’t exist.
I am the person I wish to be,
Not the one others have shaped me to be.
Between that person there is a gap, or half a gap.
I am who I am, turning off the lights,
Closing the doors, shutting out the sound of slippers in the hallway,
Letting myself stay alone in the room. painting likely depicts a solitary figure in a dimly lit interior space, symbolizing the introspective journey described in Pessoa’s text. The artist may have used muted tones and subtle lighting to create an atmosphere of quiet contemplation, reflecting the poem’s themes of isolation and self-reflection.
Central to the composition could be visual representations of the “gap” or “half-gap” mentioned in the inspiration, perhaps portrayed through fragmented or distorted elements that suggest the divide between one’s true self and the self shaped by others’ expectations.
The artwork might incorporate symbolic elements such as a closed door, darkened windows, or a silenced corridor, echoing Pessoa’s desire to shut out external influences and find solitude. These details would serve to emphasize the theme of turning inward and seeking authenticity.
The artist may have employed techniques to convey the sense of “being alone with one’s own tranquility,” possibly through the use of calming colors, soft textures, or a composition that draws the viewer’s eye to a central, peaceful space within the painting.
This piece invites viewers to contemplate their own journey of self-discovery, challenging them to consider the distinction between their authentic selves and the personas they present to the world. It serves as a visual meditation on the complexities of identity and the pursuit of genuine self-understanding.
